Just a thought which ran across my mind


I was being told this,' I think you are abit naive, maybe because you have not seen the world and interacted with alot of people....'


By the way, we were discussing on some issues on human attitudes.. I believed all of us have our own opinions and views... Just because I think that this particular person is not bad by nature, doesn't mean that I will always see this person as a 'good person'. And just because I view him/her differently from you, doesn't imply that I have not been interacting around.


What has interacting with ALOT of people gotta do with character judgement? Does it mean that interacting with 1000 or above people will increase your judging skills? I think not!


And definitely Im not naive, Im sharp at certain things okay?




Change topic.


I think I have reach a stage where my energy levels has dropped to 40%. 30% was spent during work, so left 10% after work.. Please forgive me if I tend to 'stone', or not answering your questions.. I was too tired to reply.. I don't know why.... Even on saturdays... I usually cant last til after 12mn. But but but, if I nap before I go out, I may be able to last til 2am... That is good enough!!!

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It's been 4 weeks since my new job!!!! Time really pass like rockets.. I have not been really busy at work YET.... Colleagues are nice and friendly... Angelyn, Cheryl, Selynn etc... It's such as coincidence that Angelyn is connected to 'Dede' in some ways... haha...


My work is going to be very busy for 2009.... Was abit stunned when they announce the forecast for 2009..... My boss expects me to eventually do a training every month, and my first training will be in March... Im abit stressed up right now as my product knowledge is still not complete!!!!!!


Im the only product specialist there, and Im not given any products training yet.. Everything was self-study... And it didnt help when the M'sia product specialist has resigned. There's no one to turn to whenever I need help in answering enquiries from consumers.. I have only 1 'bible' to reply on, which contains all the product information.. but that book was for products which are sold in USA and didnt have all the information I need for the products sold here...


Argh.....


Looking forward to my cousin's wedding coming Monday!!!!!!!!! Congrats to her.....

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EUROPE TRIP DREAM VANISHED!!! Poof!!!


He got disqualified on the first night!!!!!!!!!!!! They say the centre of his palm didnt touch the car!!!!!! WTF... Oh well, forget it... I'll win my own Europe trip next yr....


Im starting my new job tomorrow~~~~~~~ I did my homework okay!! I printed out all details of the product, everything nicely done, wrap my glass Hello Kitty cup with newspaper in case it broke (no, I dont like Hello Kitty) , etc... But the only thing is I havent read through the notes I printed!!! -_- That's supposed to be the first thing I have to do lor!! Nvm... I'll read later... Hehe..


Anyway, I just quarreled with Dede today.. Usually I wont blog about it unless Im really very pissed off.. But I just dont like ppl to keep harping on something which I had already explained. Arent they finding things to quarrel? And most hated thing about this is we are on the way to town... It's such a spoiler. I really envied those couples who live everyday as if it's their last day together. I dont wish for that lah but at least try not to start a quarrel even before we start the day. If I knew this would happen, I rather stay at home and prepare for my work tomorrow. And dont try to push all the blame to me. I knew what I have said before and I wont like it if you accuse me of things I never do/say.


i have seen blogs of girls with posts about their boyfriends, what they did, how sweet they are, how happy they are together, etc.. Im not comparing or whatsoever... But I dont wish for every posts of you to be so anger-filled.


Got it?

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I realised a problem with myself.. I always use the time which are meant to do more meaningful things to blog.. For Instance, NOW lor... Im going to sit for an exam later at 7pm but here I am blogging... haha.. So this will be a fast one..


My last post was quite long ago.. I noticed that I have been lazy in updating my blog... Sometimes I would just sit in front of the computer, surfing all kinds of website but just dont wanna blog about recent happenings.. I think Im old~~~~ already..


Anyway, attended QQ and Cindy's wedding last sunday. Was supposed to be her jie mei but I had an exam coming up so I rejected it. But but but, heard from Dede that all the sisters, except one, failed to wake up in time!!!! Only 1 jie mei was present. Do you know what that meant?? It meant that no one will share the ang bao money with her!!!!!!!!$288 lor!!!! Weet..


Ok, stop thinking abt the money.. Back to the purpose of this entry.. I always believe that good things dont come alone.. but then why must it always be coupled with a bad thing? I dont mean myself..


I remembered a few yrs ago, one of my sec sch friend got married and I attended her wedding. But within a wk or so, my cousin passed away due to pnuemonia.


This time, I attended QQ's wedding but within a wk, I received news that my poly friend's husband cheated on her and left her. She wrote on her blog and I read it. I wasnt very close with her lah.. so I dont really dare to msg her to console her. But they were only married for like less than a year and she just delivered!!! Her baby was only around 3months old loh... This must have been a very difficult time for her. Gotta take care of her baby and also herself since there's no one to take care of her. argh.. WHY IS THIS KINDA THING HAPPENING??


Im beginning to develop a fear for marriage.


Whatever things that had happened, I hope that she will be back on her feet again.. Dont dwell on the past and move on for the sake of the baby...


Take care girl


Alright, Im being 'lao ma' over here. Truth is I just dont wanna study lah!! haha... I have 3more hours before i prepare to go school. Wish me luck for the exam and hope that my mouldy brain will suddenly remember everything that I have studied so far

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A Doggie gathering in my HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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#13-38


WORST NEIGHBOUR I'VE EVER MET IN MY LIFE!!!!!


STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE LAH!!!

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Was out in town with Dede just now. He fetched me at 715pm and I reached home at 930pm. Fast isnt it?? ha~ha~~~~... Wanted to watch a movie just now but aborted the plan just because of something I said. It was unintentional, trust me. I dont really wanna say it out in his face. I guess most of us have gone through this before, like I-dont-wanna-say-what's-bothering-me-but-if-I dont-say-it-I-dont-feel-right kinda mood. Of course I regretted right after those words came out, 'cause that gives him a chance to point the finger at me for showing him 'an attitude'. So in the end, I feel like Im being 'punished' for saying what's on my mind.


It all started with you being so impatient with the slow moving cars in front of you and you started showing your displeasure (not towards me). I mean, although the anger was not directed at me, but how would u feel if a person beside you was like scolding and feeling so frustrated with a stranger who was obviously not wrong in the first place? You wanna drive fast, that's your way. Doesnt mean that all people have to follow your way.


And I always feel that we should respect the elderly most of the times. I said most of the times 'cause some irritating elders really dont deserve to be respected, examples are those perverted uncles, kiasu aunties etc. I believe we all have a little kiasu-ism in us and when i mean kiasu aunties, I mean VERY kiasu aunties, like pushing and squeezing her way up the bus when it's very obvious Im already giving her the way. Okay, anyway sometimes I feel that you dont have to shout and let the whole world know that you are unhappy. That auntie merely didnt hear what you said and you just have to repeat your orders slowly. I noticed that the auntie was glaring hard at you with HATRED!! Her expression tells me she was really hurt, you know. Put yourself in her shoes!! The feeling of being scolded but not able to retaliate was really unbearable. So, in the end, I told you about what I saw and you exclaimed that she didnt hear you so that's the reason you talked loudly. I think the whole of Orchard Road can hear you already. What are you trying to do? You want all the people to know that you are a difficult person to deal with?! It doesnt only look bad on Y.O.U., it look bad on M.E. too!!


By the way, let's imagine a group of people standing in your way, do you
A) push them away and walk in between them
B) move to the side and walk past them?


Normal people will choose B. Only Ah Bengs will choose A. Those who choose A are obviously asking for trouble. And when trouble comes, ask yourself who started the whole thing.


I dont know whether Im too sensitive or what. But Im not a person who loves to quarrel in public. You wanna quarrel with me when Im at home, I most obliged to do that but in public?? It's too embarrassing for me. I dont like attention in a bad way. So, the only thing I would do when Im feeling pissed is to pull a long face. Dont try to pull it even LONGER!! Im afraid I might just explode and splash all my juices on you.


So, if you are not in the best of mood, be it due to work stress, or maybe someone you met on the road accidentally step on your toes, please stay at home.


Or you can rent a planet from Mother Earth and stay there for the rest of your life. With no one to irritate you, no cars to hog your road, I believe you will be the happiest man in the Universe.


I think your behaviour will somehow be influenced by the person whom you are spending most of the time with. I remembered I used to keep to myself when there's an argument. I dont like to express my feelings, or rather I dont really want to. I thought that being keeping quiet, I can avoid the problem and get on with life. But now, how many times have I been screaming uncontrollably over a small matter? I was told to express my thoughts and so I did. I no longer care how it will strain our r/s 'cause " why should I care when you dont give a damn about it?"


Okay, Im being abit long winded here. My first post ever, totally ranting.




He is the only one who makes me happy.

Love ya!!

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I had a very bad day last sunday, 17th feb... Was feeling weak and sick for the whole day... diarrhea for 4-5times, vomited 2times and fever twice.. Was practically lying on bed, doing nth. one amazing thing, I didnt eat for the whole day! Cool!! haha~~ 'cause you cant find me w/o food in my mouth at any moment.


I knew my first resolution for 2008 was to get my licence on my first TP test.. But how to achieve that when I only had 3 lessons so far???? My tp date is in mid-June. Another 3 1/2 months... Or am I being too kan cheong?? I wanna pass!!!


Went to the Singapore Air Show 2008 yesterday, after my driving lesson. I didnt eat for the whole day and nearly fainted under the hot sun. The Q for shuttle bus was horrible. Q-ed for half an hour over at Pasir Ris Interchange UNDER THE HOT SUN. Can you imagine that? Over at the Exhibitor's Centre, still couldnt escape from being burnt under the scorching sun. Realised I had a racer back tee printed on my body when I reached home. -_-'"















I wanna take a photo with him!!!!!!!!


The journey back home was TORTUROUS!!!! We wanted to wait for a cab over at their taxi stand, despite the $8 surcharge we had to pay on top of the meter fare. But the Q was never-ending!! I believed there's more than 300 ppl in front of us in the Q!!! So we made a reluctant decision, i.e to walk out of the Exhibitor's Centre, in hope of getting a cab along the road... I cant remember how long we walked, but we managed to hail a cab, and of course we paid for the $8 surcharge also. Small price to pay in return for comfort!


My feet was blistered from all the walking. 3 on each feet. Shouldnt have worn the new shoes out.




Just wanna get something off my chest. For me, friends doesnt mean we have to meet or sms everyday. I know you are my friend if u let me feel your sincerity, that's all. I believe it's simple to achieve. What's the point of refusing my call in the first place, then msg-ing me after that and tell me an excuse?


To tell you frankly, I deliberately called your home number cause I knew you wont ans my call if I called your hp. And I believed that you asked your brother to hang up my call w/o even telling me anything. You should have taught him to say that you are sleeping.. at least it sounds realistic.


And why is it that no one at home pick up my call when obviously I knew at least your brother was at home?? It's too fake.


I dont see a reason for you to do that. I know some ppl may think that it's a minor thing, no need to get so agitated. But I just cant stand the way Im being treated. And it's not only one time. It's ALOT of times. Do you mean you can reject/ans my call as and when you like it?


Im done with what I wanna say. What about you?

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I AM SUPER DU LAN* NOW!!!!!


BASTARD!!!! GET OUTTA HER LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


OR, SHLD I ASK YOU THIS....


HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LAST JOURNEY TO BE LIKE??
STEAMED, MINCED, POUNDED, GROUND, SLICED, CHOPPED, HAMMERED, BASHED, BITTEN OR CRASHED TO DEATH???


BETTER STILL, SKINNED ALIVE????


CHOOSE YOUR DEATH LIST AND I WILL FULFIL IT!!!!




>> i'm evil, yes i am






*du lan - pissed off

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I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


BUT WHO IS WILLING TO LISTEN TO ME?????!!!!!




to whoever, Im sorry that this thing must happened before your eyes... not that I want to. But someone just doesnt know respect.


to whoever, I dont mean to pull a long face the whole day. Hope you are not offended. Lots of thoughts are running wildly. I just cant stop thinkG abt it.


to whoever, he doesnt deserve a friend like you.


to whoever, It's time to stop. Im sorry. You dont deserve a chance.

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People who got my hp number.... READ THIS!!!


My fone was pronounced BRAIN DEAD at 5.45pm yesterday.


You can still call me... But be expected to 'hello' all the way w/o hearing my response.... So, to save us from all the embarrassment, pls sms me...


And... If you think it's very inconvenient, pls pray hard that I will change my hp soon.... When I say soon, it doesnt mean within this week... It means maybe someday in June or July.. 'cause that's when I will get my pay.... Booooo!! That's how POOR I am right now...


Or, if you cant wait to hear my lovely voice(ahem!), you can contribute just a little to help a needy fellow here.... Look at my wishlist!!!


Thanks everyone...

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WHEN IS MY BANGKOK TRIP???!!!

I suggested to Dede abt going to bangkok in July.. 'cause that's when I will be freed from work and sch... But he will be studying... awww..... If I cannot manage to go this July, then the next break for me will be next yr sometime in Sept!!! That's tooo freaking long can~~~~~ The last trip I went to was HK which was in Sept 2006... It has been 8 months already + 16months to Sept 2008= 24months=2yrs!!!!!


It will be 2 yrs of stale life in S'pore!!!!!! Who can tahan that??


And to add to my frustration, my parents will be going over to Darwin in June for 3 whole weeks!! I duno wat the hell they will be doing there besides the usual visitings + cruising on Uncle Terry's boat/ship/yacht or watever you call that....


Argh..... Someone give me telepot pls!!! I wanna go to where I wanna go.... Bangkok, Taipei, or even Redang or Tioman!!!

Sisters, please drop me an sms telling me that you are planning for a trip real soon ok?? I'm avail for the whole of July!!

Dede, please tell me you have already booked the tickets to Bangkok... Give me a 'lil surprise k??

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19th May--


MCQ test!!! 52 qns in 55mins.... I think I'm gonna fail...


Met Dede at Taka and bought a rice cooker for his mama... Headed hm after that to take my clothes and left for KTV!!!!!!!!!!


3 guys 1 girl. They concentrated on their soccer match while I K-ed. Keith and Dede sang a few songs only... And we were there for 3 hrs.. Imagine the number of songs I sang.. Nvm, treat it as a practice session for me... Anyway, I found singing in the day is better than singing at nite... So frenz.. next time ktv in the afternoons only...


20th May--


Tiffany Lee Xinyun!!! Went to her full month's celebration yesterday..... She's so cute la!!!




Irene, Weilin, Jesslyn, Mama...
I looked slpy....



I looked slpy






She looked slpy....


I went to Dede's hse after that... As I was walking a path in front of Dede's hse... a man on bicycle rode past me and said Hi... I was talking on the phone with Nana so I just ignored him. He's a man in his early 30s, looked like air con technician coz of his polo tee.. He rode off, constantly turning back and looked at me.. I wished he fell into the drain!! OK.. I finally reached his hse.. and thought of buying drinks from 7-11.. So I walked to another blk and found the same man withdrawing $ near 7-11. I quietly walked past him but he saw me and said Hi again... He's really getting on my nerves... I pretended I din hear anything but wat he said after that really got me boiling!! I walked past him and heard him said,' TaMaDe'


TAMADE??!!! Hello!! What was that for??!! You meant to say that it's my bloody loss to not responding to you?? Did you looked at yourself in the mirror??!! If you do not have, please invest in 1. You really need it. By the way, I wore mid-length sleeve top with black berms.. Not anything flashy...


Ok.. I walked into 7-11. Bought my Big Gulp and Q-ed for payment. That was when he followed me into 7-11, took something off the shelf and q-ed behind me!! I turned and gave him a stare but he din looked at me. That's the only time I took a close look at him. Tanned, small slit eyes, crew cut hair dyed into a horrendous blonde and he was SHORTER than me... I think that turned him off a little.. Not giving him a chance to lay his smelly fingers on me, I walked to the far end of the counter when making payment.


When I was about to leave the counter, he, of all words, scolded,' TaMaDe' again!! WTF!! What was that for again??!! TaMaDe for being born so short and ugly?? Anyway, that got me a lil jittery. I walked out of the 7-11 and RANNNN to Dede's hse... I purposely took the long road with a lot of turns so he won be able to spot me easily. I decided to throw my Big Gulp at him if he caught up with me, even if I'm dying of thirst at that moment. Anyway, I finally reached Dede's hse, after climbing 10 flights of stairs.. Heaved a sigh of relief when I finally sat down on his bed and enjoyed my Big Gulp with TV.

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I feel so sick todae... I saw a dead dog outside my workplace... Actually I cant confirm whether it's a dog anot 'cause it has started to decompose and its head was gone!!

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Congratulations!!


I have just been invited to sch the whole of this week!!! Which means from Mon all the way to Sat!!! Which also means... I'm will be not at hm from 730am to 1059pm..


Waoo... I'm 'Happy'! Hee... hee ..............


I 'LOVE' SCH!!! Yeah ..I Really Do.......(?)

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I hate to organise gatherings!!!

U can sae that i deserved it coz i volunteered to help inform frenz abt it... but i dun understand y dey muz make things so difficult... I noe all of u haf other things to do... Me too.. I gotta wrk n study... although my wrk is veri relaxing(hehe), but i still gotta leave hse early n go hm late if i haf nite class... I'm outside almost 14hrs a day!!! y do i haf frenz who tell me they arent free to meet up?? i'm not asking to meet the whole dae... juz a few hrs over dinner n such... n for meet ups wif long-time-no-see frenz, isnt it much more worth to meet up even once?! N some of them can even ignore my smses, til I sms dem again to ask.. izzit veri difficult to reply? I'm giving u a choice whether u wanna meet up anot.. i can call u if u wan.. but i wanna avoid the embarassment if u wanna reject..

PLS!! If you are my frenz, help me by:

1) replying to my smses promptly.. i dun mean immed but at least less than 24hrs
2) trying to make time ( even 2hrs) for us
3) giving me a few other dates which u will be free if you cant make it on that particular dae
4) TURNING UP on the actual dae... I hate last min call offs...

That's not difficult, rite??

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Changed my blogskin coz ppl complain the previous one is too ma fan..


anyway...


Yesterdae..... sth bad happened!!


Schnappi BIT MY LIPS CAN!!!


I was in a state of shock after that happened!


Imagine I was praising him for being such a gd boy for lying on the bed quietly


den when i bend down to kiss him on his head, he bit me!!!!


Left my lips swollen n bleeding..


Argh!!! of coz he received a few strokes of cane...


My lips felt numb after tt...


so afraid that i wld wake up with a sausage lip but tt din happen


Heng he din aim at my face if not I SURELY WHACK THE HELL OUTTA HIM!!!!

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SOMEBODY KILL ME PLS!!!

Tell me.. Wat are the ways to stop hiccups?!

I wanna try the hold-my-breath-and-count-to-20 method and just when I opened my mouth wide to take a deep breath to last me for 20 counts

I LET OUT A LOUD(really LOUD) HICCUP!!!

It's so PAI SEH that it keeps echo-ing in my head

Argh.... Cant believe it's happening to me

N I think the people in the office knows it's me coz i'm the only one seated behind

So UNGLAM!!!

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